strugglin

gahhh. this week is soo shitty and it's only tuesday.

tomorrow is Miriam's funeral back home. so wish i could be there so say a last goodbye and to support my friends who are hurting wayyyyy more than me. i'm surprised to see how much this has affected me, seeing as how we havent been as close the past few years. I think it's because I have known her for forever. it's just weird knowing I won't ever see her again. and also the fact that i am sooo far away from home. the only way i am getting updates is by googling her name, which is so sad.

on top of that, my computer is failing big time. i can't open anything and I am seriously concerned it's going to crash on me soon. ughh

just looking forward to my parents coming on friday! it will be nice to have a piece of home here with me

sorry for the past 2 posts, ps. i know whoever reads this does so to hear about my adventures, not my emo-ness. but i needed to write this down somewhere... hopefully the next few days will fly by and then i can start looking forward to some more things coming up